so.. for the past 3 days ive wanted to die more than i have ever wanted to...right? last night in particular.. got offline.. felt like crap... went in my room... cried.. wrote some things... and of COURSE... today had to get worse..heres my story... so yesterday we go shopping right? we go to old navy.. and target.. my mom bought shane(her husband) some clothes... so last night i was like.. im gonna wash mine.. wheres shanes? shes like..lets just wait until tomorrow.. after he knows what he wants... so.. i call my mom today when i wake up (1:30 pm) and ask her if shes talked to shane.. and if he had tired his clothes... she tells me to just take the tags off and wash them... so what do i do? exactly what she said.. so he comes in.. and with his fucking "controlling attitude" and well.. im on the phone with nichole... and well.. heres our convo Shane: did you wash my clothes Me: yea Shane: I DIDNT EVEN TRY THEM ON Me: um, my mom told me to..so i did Shane: I DONT EVEN KNOW IF I WANT THEM he kind of walks away.. Me: MY MOM TOLD ME TO SO I DID!!!!!! Shane: shut up.. dont get that attitude with me Me: dont tell me to shut up, and your the one with the attitude.. i didnt do anything i just did what my freakin mom told me to do sounds kind of dumb right? well, me and shane NEVER talk.. and well, the thing that pisses me off most... is that hes gonna go tell my mom right? cuz hes freaking immature... and she'll get pissed off at MEEEEEEE! just for raising my voice or whatever... im not gonna listen to SHIT shane says.. hes not my fucking dad. nor does he have any say in shit i do. i did what my mom told me to do, so i shouldnt get in trouble... right? well... i will.. doesnt even freakin... matter whatever i say... im SOOOOOOOO frustrated... cuz i didnt do freaking shit and im going to get introuble... ughhhhh! i seriously wish i wasnt here... im going crazy people... like i have not cried this much in so long.. ugh....