http://lost-in-your-eyez.blogdrive.com/ iM lOsT wItHoUt YoU Sat, 18 Sep 2004 14:35:06 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2004. Music Friends Relationships http://lost-in-your-eyez.blogdrive.com/archive/9.html Sat, 18 Sep 2004 22:33:11 GMT i RoCk mY wOrLd =) hey people.. howwwwww is LIFE!!!! haha its ok here... STRESSFUL.. but yea.. like k.. thursday was just NOT a good day for me.. i wanted to just break downand cry.. so then im jus... talking to ree and shes all.. imcoming, so of course.. shes the one person i need right now.. so.. friday she comes.. and we watched the girls.. i held kira the whoooollle time... and just played with her.. she LOVES me.. i cant wait till i have kids.. k well i can wait, but its like... i cant wait to be done with this lifestyle.. just to be able to have a husband.. and be madly in love..... (more) http://lost-in-your-eyez.blogdrive.com/comments?id=9 http://lost-in-your-eyez.blogdrive.com/archive/8.html Sat, 28 Aug 2004 20:45:57 GMT yay!!! so.. last night freaking....wooo... k nichole was over... and we were going to go to the movie with maddi brit and frankie..but we ended up not going! (thank god) so freaking.. me nicki and my mom go get a ice cream...come back.. and all of us are down in my moms room talkin n stuff.. then someone knocks.. so me and nick run upstairs.. and i open the door.. look out there.. and i hear "OH MY GOD!" all girly.. first thing that came to my head was.. hey thats the twins! john and kerry.. but then thomas runs out and i just start dying... then hes like DEVINNNNNN! so devin comes..and we... (more) http://lost-in-your-eyez.blogdrive.com/comments?id=8 http://lost-in-your-eyez.blogdrive.com/archive/7.html Thu, 12 Aug 2004 21:33:15 GMT so.. for the past 3 days ive wanted to die more than i have ever wanted to...right? last night in particular.. got offline.. felt like crap... went in my room... cried.. wrote some things... and of COURSE... today had to get worse..heres my story... so yesterday we go shopping right? we go to old navy.. and target.. my mom bought shane(her husband) some clothes... so last night i was like.. im gonna wash mine.. wheres shanes? shes like..lets just wait until tomorrow.. after he knows what he wants... so.. i call my mom today when i wake up (1:30 pm) and ask her if shes talked to shane.. and... (more) http://lost-in-your-eyez.blogdrive.com/comments?id=7 http://lost-in-your-eyez.blogdrive.com/archive/6.html Tue, 10 Aug 2004 02:37:31 GMT HEY GUYS!!!!!!!! whats up whats up!?! not much here.. chillen.. so i just got off the phone with nicki! and we of course were talkin bout school, how its starting soon as HELL! "are you nervous" seems to be the question everyone is askin.. no i am not nervous! lol silly ppl.. i just dont want to go! plus.. i was such a btich last year, that i lost SOOOO many friends, cause of all the damn drama.. and well.. susan, chels, kaylyn, manda, AND maddi AND brit! and freaking THOMAS AND DEVIN!!! :( arent even goin to bhs... so it SUCKS! its jus.. me and nicki! but yea.. i gotta go get my... (more) http://lost-in-your-eyez.blogdrive.com/comments?id=6 http://lost-in-your-eyez.blogdrive.com/archive/5.html Wed, 14 Jul 2004 18:56:48 GMT i told naomi since i dont have her on my shoutouts.. id give her a special shout lol.. (if anybody asks me to do the same witht hem, u will be stabbed 4 times :D ) naomi, why hello mami lol whats up gangstaaaaaa im so glad that you have lacy there! im glad ya'll get to be together, yes i get a lill jealous lol but, its cool. we've been through so so so much nay nay! and i dunno WHAT i would do with out you. I wish we were as close as we use to be.. but i know we can be again.. so if u want that.. cuz i know i do, then lets actually talk.. but remember.. dont, PLEASE.. dont judge... (more) http://lost-in-your-eyez.blogdrive.com/comments?id=5 http://lost-in-your-eyez.blogdrive.com/archive/4.html Mon, 31 May 2004 04:08:04 GMT Ok so.. on Friday I woke up..went to see ree with nichole.. we went to the hospital to see my g’ma.. and I gave her a kiss and she said “I love you des” so.. I held her hand.. along with ree.. and we just watched her.. she smiled at us and just talked to us about whats going on.. after that we left.. went to a movie.. hung out.. blah blah.. my g’pa comes to pick us up and tells us that theyre gonna take her home.. and the dr. said they wont do chemo anymore.. and that’s he has about.. couple weeks to a month.. so deb decided shed come.. everyone was here cept Sharon.. then we chilled at dan... (more) http://lost-in-your-eyez.blogdrive.com/comments?id=4 http://lost-in-your-eyez.blogdrive.com/archive/3.html Thu, 27 May 2004 02:42:57 GMT ok so heres the scoop on my life.. itll take like forever just cuz i never get on ~ sChOoL ~ well, haha.. k im getting all my grades up.. i think the only c i will have is in p.e.. p.e, the easiest class u say? yes..it sure is.. but see the case is.. i didnt go for 2 weeks.. so me and nichole are working our asses off.. and susan..and chelsi..lol ~ AnYwAyS ~ another issue with school.. me and susan were just chillen in science on monday when bam, she gets called down to the office, she comes back.. and tells me its about pills.. and they just asked her if she... (more) http://lost-in-your-eyez.blogdrive.com/comments?id=3 http://lost-in-your-eyez.blogdrive.com/archive/2.html Sun, 02 May 2004 01:31:02 GMT Hey people! Whats goin on? Me nothin really..chillen at home alone and sick.. Yesterday was the blink 182, takin back Sunday, and cypress hill concert.. i woke up..sick as hell.. went to school..bein sick as HELL! Then me and chel got to my house.. did our hair..blah blah.. then at 5 we headed to slc.. and got in the e center.. god u don’t even know.. it was SPECTACULAR! lol at first I was still feelin sick.. like during tbs..ten cypress hill came on..and I got a lil better.. but like cypress hill had this huge ass Buda blow up thing on theyre stage.. and It had a marijuana plant on it... (more) http://lost-in-your-eyez.blogdrive.com/comments?id=2 http://lost-in-your-eyez.blogdrive.com/archive/1.html Fri, 30 Apr 2004 02:52:22 GMT hey people.. whats up? me.. nothin really.. i get sick of blurty.. and pecially xanga.. lol anyways.. hows my life going.. since i never talk to you ppl.. or write in these thingys?lol.. ill tell ya school..well haha i dont go much..i have gone all this week tho.. proud? woo yea! lol but i sluff a lot of classes.. but yea drama stopped for a while..with like amanda, jessi, meghan..and all them.. then today brianne was bawling.. and it was cuz ryanne(stupid ho) told her that aj did shit with savannah.. number 1.. if they did shit.. id be the one to know.. ryanne just says vannah did it... (more) http://lost-in-your-eyez.blogdrive.com/comments?id=1